Anyone

 To the guy who said he would be with anyone but with me,

I have carried the weight of those words in my heart,

The pain of my spirit crushed, for very long,

I trusted the whimsy parts of my being in your hands,

And then got pushed into the depths of Tartarus.

My soul was broken and my heart was crushed.


I thank you today,

For without you, I wouldn't have broken apart into the smallest of bits.

For without it, atoms of my soul wouldn't have come together,

This time, to create a perfect being of myself.

This time, I put myself together the right way.


I thank you today for the love you showered when we were together,

And for the hell my soul has endured,

Because today, I am stronger than ever I have been. 

I release you from my energy today.

It's been a long time coming,

I put you to rest.


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